I have changed my livejournal username. If you know it good, if you dont, ask me 8D. Anyways Id like to tell those who keep anonymously posting on my live journal something.Ive kept quiet about this for a while but I need to share what I truely feel. You must be really immature and kindergartenesque.What you are posting about me simply tells all that you have the intelligence and maturity of a gradeschooler, what I think of you except I dont have to even open my mouth,you do all the talking for me.Which I must add is very amusing At least I dont spend my entire life telling someone what all their problems are when their perfectly aware of them.I must also state that I know I'm not thin and that you should know that you have a really hideous face. You have a fantastic body but no real personality to put into it so I wouldnt dare to mock me for my problems when everyone including you has problems as well.
You do this to suposedly hurt me and I must share with you that it hurts as much as being stabbed with a spoon and that I cry all the time because of the pain you instill. I have officially dropped it and I could care less about your feelings or actions towards me. Dont think ,however, you have won because you have not hurt me in the end your hurting yourself because pretty soon the only friends youll have are the ones with the same maturity level as you and soon youll realize how terribly that truely is. Dont bother to post a comment trying to weakly defend yourself by saying how mature you are because your not and never will be. Always remember that you are a terrible person and if I was such a "theiving liar" i'd have no friends at all and obviously that is untrue considering if I didnt I wouldnt have so many people sticking up for me. I sincerly suggest you go to hell because thats a great place for you to be sweetheart No one cares what you have to say.
john said he'd come see me today but he was a no show. like usual. ill be ok i was just kinda lookin forward to it oh well. today wasnt that great but hey what are you gunna do? life is lame like usual my mom said shes "...sick of this whole fucking family" well im fucking sick of her. stupid cunt. i hate her to no extent. sarah p got her tounge pierced. lucky her. oh well i had a shitty day blah blah blah. tomorow will be good im goin to the blink 182/ no doubt concert i think we have shitty seats but oh well better then stayin home well i g2g ill wml bye
yeah my dad finaly got off his uber lazy ass and bought a new monitor.
and yesterday was my birthday (along with mels). i got a new videocam for my birthday but the best part was prob mels party she seemed very sad i think its cuz of her mom but idk im very confused about it and i dont want to ask her bout it, i felt bad but it was a good party i got to sing adams song and stay together for the kids i bet i sucked but maria and rochelle said i was good so maybe. suposedly me marz and kelly m are starting a band so i g2 keep cleanin out my room in the basement to play in. i have this cool song called accentuate the negative eliminate the positive stuck in my head its funny well i g2g ttyl oh btw "charlotte" is now officialy "mr moustache" cuz shes really a he wooo hooo
im really mad. my comp still isnt working ( im on my nana's comp) and so far this week is shitty, i miss my dave and if dave reads this then YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE YOU HUNNI! yeah arent i sweet. my parents prob wont let me sleep over daves house on his birthday but ill try to figure soemthin out w/e i got a new kittie her name is charlotte i named her after the kittie song charlotte, i love that song.well n2m more to say so bye
me and dave sorted the shit out sorry if i freaked you out with my last entry i just needed to rant for a little bit. i finaly seen dave today,and i was wrong, hes not as beautiful as his pictures, hes even better. hes also so sweet and cuddly and the best kisser ive ever had any experiences with. i love him so much. i have school tomorow i must say im not looking forward to the back to hell experience. keith custadio was makin fun of me friday i hate that bastard. my computer broke so im at my nanas which means i cant talk long and must go so bye
AS YOU KNOW IF YOU BOTHER TO READ THIS FUCKING JOURNAL, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NAMED DAVE AND I LOVE MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND WITH ALL MY FUCKING HEART AND DO YOU WANNA KNOW THE BEST PART? HE SAID HE LOVED ME TOO. SEE MOST PEOPLE WOULD BE PROUD OF THIS FUCKING FACT AND I WAS UP UNTIL NOW WHEN I BEGIN TO WONDER IF IT WAS ALL JUST A BIG FUCKING LIE. SEE HE MADE A WEBSITE YESTERDAY STATING THAT HE WAS FUCKING SINGLE AND LOOKING FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING. SEE I WOULD UNDERSTAND IF HE MADE IT A WHILE AGO AND FORGOT TO UPDATE IT BUT NOOOOOOOOO HE FUCKING MADE IT YESTERDAY. MAYBE HES CHEATING ON ME MAYBE HE "LOVES" A HUNDRED OTHER GIRLS AND TALKS TO THEM ON THE PHONE AND MAKES HIM FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM TOO. I THINK ITS SO FUNNY. IM FUCKING LAUGHING RIGHT NOW. CAN YOU FUCKING TELL? WONT SOMEONE PPPPPLEASE COME HERE WITH A GUN AND JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME BECAUSE IF YOU WONT I WILL SOON CUZ IM A FUCKING COWARD. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HA HA AHAHHAHAHAH HA HA AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA ITS RIGHT NEAR MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TOO. WHAT A GREAT GODDAMN PRESENT
i cut my hair. this is the second time i cut it myself and i must say i think i did pretty damn good. im most likely gunna see my baby on monday and i forgave erica i hate how forgiving i am sometimes but i love her too much. theres nothing to do. im going to some cook out tomorow where theyll be nothing to do i dont even know if ill go at all no one there ill know maybe ill go and bring nicks headphones idk i g2g theres nothin more to say